Love Letters to Random People (Part 1)

 Love Letters to Random People

Part 1

Dear Sophia (from Clairo's song),

I've never been the kind of person to talk useless shit about how pretty your eyes are or how luscious your hair is, you probably know that since it's a fact. I don't know how you feel inside but I am sure as hell confirmed about my feelings; I am not here to tell you that you're gonna be mine or how possessive I'll get over you but I just want to tell you that I love your flaws, your perfections, doubts and questions. Believe me Sophia, I don't want you for how pretty you are but for how much I love your inside. I think we could do it if we tried, we could work out but I know you have this sense of guilt inside you. I wish you and me being together didn't feel like a crime but it does; there are a lot of things that could have gone differently but they didn't. Do I regret things? Yes. You made me rethink a lot things I knew about myself, heck I never knew I could fall in love with a quiet girl that didn't speak even a single word, but the time we've spent together was enough to tell me that you're the one I need. The one who can break me, fix me, make me do stuff that makes no sense and above all, love me. You're the one Sofia, you're the one I need to make this living hell of a life better, call it a hunch but it's you Sofia who can make y/n better. Meet me tomorrow in the school fields if you feel the same way as me and please Sofia, don't come with regrets and guilt because I don't want to be the one who hurts you, I'll erase my feelings for you just so that you feel good but they're so deep that I might have to cut myself for this. But I just want to say, Sofia